Tag: Overload

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

Stress Me Out.

Stress Overload.

I have it

Every day.

The things currently on my mind…

* HER2 increase of 5.2

* Not enough money for September meds

* Burzynski $1,500 “Medication Management” fee

* Rejection by my PCP to handle Rx reorders

* Xeloda PAP Eligibility Denial

These are the things on my mind

Constantly on my mind

Every day.

Every day, my survival is on my mind.

Every.single.day.

Every morning, when I take those pills, I’m reminded…

Throughout the day, when I take those pills, I question…

Every night, when I take those pills, I wonder…

Every.Single.Time.

Constantly

Every.Single.Moment.

I feel as though I am hanging on by that one last last thread and have no where to turn, no one to turn to, no one to reach out to keep me from falling.

to keep me

from loosing it

totally.

Stress Overload.
I Definitely Have It.

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Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

Bending Over The Barrel

Since he helped before with my prescription of Zometa, I was presuming, assuming, hoping that my Primary Care Physician (PCP) would be amicable to handling the reorders (Rx refills) for the Tarceva, Zolinza, and Xeloda.  This would eliminate the need to come up with the extra $1,500.00 that Burzynski Clinic is demanding in order to write my prescription refills.  This would have taken a Huge stress off of me.

I had talked with the Drug Company PAP Reps and cleared with all to change the Doctor in charge of Rx reorders (refills) Dr from Burzynski to my PCP.  All was good to go.

Guess I shoulda cleared with my PCP first and not ASS-U-M’ed, cuz I get the message that he is not good to go.  He is not comfortable with writing Rx for cancer meds as he is an Internist and not an Oncologist.

So, I am back to dealing with the $1,500.00 “Medication Management” charge from Burzynski Clinic.

I am currently out of Xeloda, should have restarted today.  But I have no reorder, no refill.

Unless I pay Burzynski Clinic the $1,500.00

They have me over a barrel.

Bending me.

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