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Friday, August 7th, 2009

What a Way To Go…

Not that I’m out searching for this info, just kinda stumbled on it, and..

ew.

I Can Not Even Imagine having one of these urns just hanging out around the house… 

Personal Urns

Never forget a face.

Personal urns are a new and exciting way to memorialize your loved one. 

Now we can create a custom urn in the image of your loved one or favorite celebrity or hero.

Personal Urns combine art and the very latest in technology to create a family heirloom that will be cherished for generations.

They are built from just one or two photographs of the cherished persons face. This is the most heart warming and special memorial product available anywhere – “A Personal Urn”

Available in Two Sizes”

Yes, I would choose cremation over burial, but This is just…
Again… EW.

I guess I Could have one made in the likeness of Mr. Sack and then clean the cat box…

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Thursday, July 9th, 2009

Xeloda PAP Support

Today, at work, I got a call from Xeloda Patient Assistance Program Customer Support at Roche.

Wow… here I am, on this big company’s “hand out” list and THEY are checking on me… to see how I am doing… how I am handling the drug.

The lady was so very nice… we chatted about what I’m doing right, what I’m doing wrong, and what things I might consider changing.

Most importantly I’m taking the drug correctly (2tabs/2x daily as prescribed) and that I am aware of the common side effects and the uncommon ones to be concerned about.

She also mentioned not to eat spicy foods… uhhhhh… me?  Not eat spicy foods??  Like THAT is gonna happen?  Ok, waitaminute… lemme ask “why” before I make any foolish life threatening decisions.  So, why?  Heartburn.  Ok, I can deal with a little heartburn.  And seriously, the only heartburn I have had was when I added cayenne pepper tabs to my daily herb regime and then upped the dosage to 4/40,000 unit tabs/2x daily.  Heartburn for a few minutes after about 5 min of swallowing – relieved with drinking water.  She asked why I was taking so much cayenne, and I explained that I had read that there is evidence that capsaicin MAY affect cancer, especially to kill breast cancer cells, so I’m gonna heap that capsaicin into my body.  Go figure.

Second suggestion… forgo the greasy foods.  Well, I’m not much of a greasy food eater, never have been.  My weakness is the carbs – rice, pasta, breads, mostly gone from my diet now. So… why?  cramping.  Yep, I had kinda figured that one out for myself when we went to get Mexican food.  Probably the “greasiest” food I eat, and probably the worst pain I have had so far (on the gene therapy treatment), so now I am careful there.  But gotta have my Mexican food, my queso and extra jalapenos and my occasional margarita (or two)!  *LOL*  She said that was ok, just not in excess.

Third suggestion… go easy on the “gassy” veggies, especially raw, like broccoli and cabbage.  Ok, now she has named the 2 raw veggies I eat the most of – up to 2 cups of raw broccoli a day!  Again, why?  Cuz of the gas, silly girl.  Ok, I can relate,.  I am Major Mizz Gas. I.Am.Talking.Serious.Gas.  But it’s been shown that green vegetables in the cruciferous family — which includes cabbage, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, and cauliflower (especially raw) MAY provide Important agents (Phytochemicals) in the fight against cancer, so I will endure some uncomfortable (and sometimes embarassing) gas to keep them Majorly in my diet.

Over all, I’m doing ok and her info was very helpful, and she said she was making notes and that my input would be helpful.  Hey, at least I’m “giving back”!

I Hate having to ask for such high end assistance.  I’ve never been one to support the welfare state, even now.  I’ve pretty much always paid my own way – borrowing from my parents occasionally but not often.  This is sure Not how things were supposed to be.  For one, I Never thought Mr Sack would do me like he did and leave me high and dry to handle this alone.  But, it is what it is, and he is Most Certainly what he is.

And it is…

XELODA

How should I use this medicine?
Take this medicine by mouth with a glass of water, within 30 minutes of the end of a meal. Follow the directions on the prescription label. Take your medicine at regular intervals. Do not take it more often than directed. Do not stop taking except on your doctor’s advice.

Side effects that usually do not require medical attention (report to your doctor or health care professional if they continue or are bothersome):
•constipation
•diarrhea
•dry or itchy skin
•hair loss
•loss of appetite
•nausea
•weak or tired

Side effects that you should report to your doctor or health care professional as soon as possible:
•allergic reactions like skin rash, itching or hives, swelling of the face, lips, or tongue
•low blood counts – this medicine may decrease the number of white blood cells, red blood cells and platelets. You may be at increased risk for infections and bleeding.
•signs of infection – fever or chills, cough, sore throat, pain or difficulty passing urine
•signs of decreased platelets or bleeding – bruising, pinpoint red spots on the skin, black, tarry stools, blood in the urine
•signs of decreased red blood cells – unusually weak or tired, fainting spells, lightheadedness
•breathing problems
•changes in vision
•chest pain
•diarrhea of more than 4 bowel movements in one day or any diarrhea at night
•mouth sores
•nausea and vomiting
•pain, swelling, redness at site where injected
•pain, tingling, numbness in the hands or feet
•redness, swelling, or sores on hands or feet
•stomach pain
•vomiting
•yellow color of skin or eyes

What should I watch for while using this medicine?
Visit your doctor for checks on your progress. This drug may make you feel generally unwell. This is not uncommon, as chemotherapy can affect healthy cells as well as cancer cells. Report any side effects. Continue your course of treatment even though you feel ill unless your doctor tells you to stop.

In some cases, you may be given additional medicines to help with side effects. Follow all directions for their use.

Call your doctor or health care professional for advice if you get a fever, chills or sore throat, or other symptoms of a cold or flu. Do not treat yourself. This drug decreases your body’s ability to fight infections. Try to avoid being around people who are sick.

This medicine may increase your risk to bruise or bleed. Call your doctor or health care professional if you notice any unusual bleeding.

Be careful brushing and flossing your teeth or using a toothpick because you may get an infection or bleed more easily. If you have any dental work done, tell your dentist you are receiving this medicine.

Avoid taking products that contain aspirin, acetaminophen, ibuprofen, naproxen, or ketoprofen unless instructed by your doctor. These medicines may hide a fever.

Do not become pregnant while taking this medicine. Women should inform their doctor if they wish to become pregnant or think they might be pregnant. There is a potential for serious side effects to an unborn child. Talk to your health care professional or pharmacist for more information. Do not breast-feed an infant while taking this medicine.

Men are advised not to father a child while taking this medicine.

Where should I keep my medicine?
Keep out of the reach of children


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Tuesday, July 7th, 2009

Tumor Markers #3

At my infusion last Friday, they pulled some blood for the “regular” blood work I’m supposed to have to track my tumor markers.  I’m actually supposed to have the tests run every 2 weeks, but it’s too expensive for me, so I only get it done about every 4 weeks.

On April 15, my baseline CEA tumor markers were 63.1 ng/mL (nanograms per milliliter)

On June 03, my 2nd draw CEA tumor markers were 35.9 ng/mL

My numbers from the July 03 draw are 12.8 ng/mL

12.8…

FREAKING 12.8!!!

Another HUGE drop – a 23.1 Drop!!!!

12.8 is still “high”, but Not As High – norm is 0.0 – 3.0 ng/mL and levels higher than 3 ng/mL are not normal.

Still I wish I was confident with just how much this meant, but this (CEA: The Test) has answered Some questions…

I’m just hoping that this all means Something… Something Good… Please mean Something Good… I don’t want to think I’m going through all this for nothing, only to have the rug pulled out from under me in the end.  Mr. Sack pulled the rug out from under me.  Seems like I always get the rug pulled out from under me, and I’m Tired of it.

I’m gonna go ahead and be excited anyway cuz Dr. Deleon sure was excited!

My other numbers:
CA-125: 15 U/mL (Reference @ 0-35)
CA 15-3: 33(c) H U/mL (Reference @ <32)
CA 27.29 (see CA15-3 above): 40(e) H U/mL (Reference @ <38)

I’m thinking those numbers are looking close-to normal, but I don’t have any others to compare then to, so these will be my baseline…

I’m going to have PET/CT scan #3 the 2nd week of August, So we should have some idea of “what is what” then…  Just Hoping it’s better than PET/CT #2

Til then my Dragons are Still Protecting Me!  And Their Riders are carrying light sabers!

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Saturday, July 4th, 2009

Zometa Infusion #2 – Reaction Timed Out

The good news is that the reaction was Nothing like last time

The bad new is… well, bad news is that I still have cancer…

Seriously, my fever fluctuated from 98.8 to at 99.1, and the aches are there – but they are minimal, and very tolerable compared to last time.   Muscle aches, exhaustion and thats “about it”.  I have spend most of the day on the couch and minimal puttering around the house.  Had a 4th of July party to go to, but didn’t feel like getting out.

Mom, of course, called several times, Carol B called to check on me, and my neighbor, Julie touched base a few times.

Not much else to do… as Mr. Sack used to say – It Is What It Is.

And cancer is what it is.

Happy July 4th…

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Wednesday, June 24th, 2009

CUT ME SOME SLACK.

I swear, I am so STRESSED Right Now, if I get One More Thing on added to my “Gotta Get This Done NOW” list, I think I am going to blow a flipping gasket.

I HAVE BREAST CANCER which (according to test results) HAS SPREAD TO MY BONES and I HAVE NO HEALTH INSURANCE.  I am (STILL) FIGHTING for Treatment and Medicinal Assistance.  I am SCARED OUT OF THIS WORLD.  I also Have To WORK FULL TIME.  THAT is where my time is going.

This is Tough.

I’m Alone. Yes, I have my Mom & Dad (in Corpus Christi, 4 hrs away) and my Friends – the ones who have “stuck around” (a phone call away)… but after the day is done and the lights are out, I Am Alone.  And the dark is a very scary place when you’re alone and contemplating your mortality…

Clifford is a Waste of a SACK of TURD for how he did to me.
At least good turd can be used as fertilizer.

It.Just.Sucks.All.Around.

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