Got up early today and went to Curves,
I’m enjoying the exercise
but
I was supposed to have
items up for sale on eBay by now
I have not
I am very concerned about the
Changes in the lump in my breast
Scared
Petrified
It seems that it is becoming
swollen
a feeling of
fullness
each day
and the pain
jabs
are still there
a feeling of
a pulled muscle
in the breast
I’m sure that
the stresses from everything
are contributing factors
The depression from
Loss of my job
The depression from
Christmas and New Year
Being alone
The month of
Eating
Drinking
Doing
Things I should not have
Easy to say that
I need to
Take better care
of myself
Easy to say
unless it is
too late…?
A possibility…