I woke this morning
with no headache
and no numbness
Yay.
Though my brain feels “sore”
My muscles and joints
don’t hurt as bad
nor does my breast
though there is still pain there.
still…
I am working on my eBay today…
Tag: breast pain
Sunday, January 24th, 2010
Lessening
Tags: aches and pains, breast pain, eBay, headache
Friday, January 22nd, 2010
Rescheduling – Zometa infusion 8
I’m very concerned about the current
changes in
my breast
and the
pain in
my breast
my chest
my joints
my muscles
my long bones
my headaches
I moved up my monthly blood draw and
Zometa infusion to today
Though when I went to the Center, I discovered that
I was supposed to be there last Friday…
Oops
Anyway
Hope to have the blood work back by Tuesday.
My next PET/CT scan is scheduled for
the end of February
but I left a message with Dr. DeLeon
that I want to move it to ASAP.
Hope to have that done by next
Wednesday, so we can get the
results by Friday.
Then we can see what is happening.
And make some
changes, decisions
if needed.
But for tonight
Christine called
so I am going to have dinner
with Her & Rob
then to their home
and play some games
I need the company.
Tags: aches and pain, breast changes, breast pain
Tuesday, January 19th, 2010
A Precarious Situation…?
Got up early today and went to Curves,
I’m enjoying the exercise
but
I was supposed to have
items up for sale on eBay by now
I have not
I am very concerned about the
Changes in the lump in my breast
Scared
Petrified
It seems that it is becoming
swollen
a feeling of
fullness
each day
and the pain
jabs
are still there
a feeling of
a pulled muscle
in the breast
I’m sure that
the stresses from everything
are contributing factors
The depression from
Loss of my job
The depression from
Christmas and New Year
Being alone
The month of
Eating
Drinking
Doing
Things I should not have
Easy to say that
I need to
Take better care
of myself
Easy to say
unless it is
too late…?
A possibility…
Tags: breast pain, Curves, exercise
Sunday, January 17th, 2010
More Aches and Pains
All the aches and pains are scaring me
I have barely been able to function
I hope this is weather-related
all the cold
and the front that had barreled through
My breast is still hurting
and I think the lump has grown some
I’m not totally sure
but it seems that it might have.
And now I have a new pain in my breast area
a sharp pain
when I move in certain ways
not sure what is about
I’m scared
I just want to stay in bed
even though I know
it’s not the best thing to do.
Tags: aches and pain, breast pain
Wednesday, January 13th, 2010
Aches and Pains
A few days back
I wrote about how I was having
breast pain
and I still am
now
I also ache
my joints
my bones
my spine
my tailbone
my long bones
It hurts
to climb the stairs
to bend to sit
to extend to rise
It aches to move
I have a headache
that feels like an electric current
running through my brain
is this some weird recurrence of reaction
to one of the meds
excessive bone and joint pain
muscle aches
or
is this the drop
of the other shoe
it always drops
is this the drop?
I just want to stay in bed.
Tags: aches and pain, breast pain
Friday, January 8th, 2010
Breast Pain
I’ve been having a lot of breast pain the last couple of days.
Stabbing pains, similar to before
When I didn’t know what was going on
but the results were good
is this good?
I’m still waiting for the other shoe to drop
it always drops
is this the drop?
what is this pain
Is it good or
is it
something to be
concerned about?
Is it somehow related to
the milk
the delicious milk
that I am drinking now?
that’s the relationship
between
milk and cancer
between
calcium and cancer?
so
many
questions.
Tags: breast pain, calcium, milk
Monday, September 28th, 2009
Painful Reminder
I remember when I first found the lump in my breast
and over the following months
Everyone asked me
My Friends
My Mom
My Doctors
“is it painful”
and I replied
Yes, it was painful
And I was reassured
“cancer doesn’t hurt”
Yet
I have cancer.
So now
when my breast hurts
as it has been doing lately
I wonder
what is going on
should I be concerned
or not
since
cancer doesn’t hurt.
Tags: breast pain
