Sometimes you get caught in a crabby cranky mood.
Everyone gets them…

The crabby cranky that often makes you open mouth and insert foot.
Everyone gets them…

I get them.
I get that often these days.
Cuz I’m often crabby cranky at this whole flippin situation.
This whole flippin cancer situation.
cancer sucks, it robs everyone
it saps strength and hope and life…
And the crabby cranky sometimes spills over
Sometimes too often…

I recently joined Facebook.
It seems like everyone and their whoever wants to “Friend” everyone else.
Here a Friend, There a Friend…
People I don’t even know trying to Friend me.
Fernando from Spain, Buto from Africa, Mohammed from Libya.
WHO ARE YOU?

I am very wary…

A Friend of a Friend tried to Friend me.
And it caught me at a crabby cranky moment
and I had a crabby cranky moment on his Wall
(in what I Thought was a Private crabby cranky comment)
asking Why she would try and Friend me.
She and I don’t know each other, have never met, never exchanged a word – so why?

Again – very wary…

Then I am suddenly on her email list.
Getting info from her, regarding her business, her living.
So I reply back to her in a crabby cranky manner
Explaining that I really don’t have time for her business info, that I am fighting my own battle.

And this woman replies to me
in the Kindest, Most Generous manner
With Humor and a Gentle touch
Offering to help me.

To Help Me.

To.Help.Me.

When I Thanked her, she told me “it’s the High Holy Days… Sunday God balances my account and closes my Book of Life… I’d like to think I’ve touched at least a few lives along the way this year!

What a Wonderful outlook.
What a Wonderful spirit.

For whatever reason we have been led to each other, we do not yet know.

I am so Humbled.

And picking my toenails from between my teeth

from inserted foot.

Thank You, Pamela.