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Tuesday, January 26th, 2010

Test Results – Tumor Markers #9

My PCP’s office called with my my lab results…

Last Friday (Jan 22 2010), I had the bloodwork drawn to track my tumor markers. It was draw #9. I’ve been having pretty good results to-date, some ups some downs, some increases, some decreases – all within acceptable margins…

However, I’ve had a lot of unexplained aches and pains, especially breast and bone pain, and been battling stress and depression which I was – am – sure effected my health. So I’ve been Very scared of these results…

Very Scared.

This blood draw was for the monthly tests (most specifically my CEA Tumor Markers).

* April 15, my baseline CEA tumor markers were 63.1 ng/mL (nanograms per milliliter). This is High, as Norm is 0.0-3.0 ng/mL.
I honestly don’t know how high “really high” is, but – in my internet searching – I read one gal talk about the mid-200’s, so I guess my high is not That high, but It’s High To me.
* June 03, my 2nd draw CEA tumor markers were 35.9 ng/mL
* July 03, my 3rd draw CEA tumor markers were 12.8 ng/mL
* August 27, my 4th draw CEA tumor markers were 3.9 ng/mL
* September 18, my 5th draw CEA tumor markers were 3.3 ng/mL
* October 16, my 6th CEA tumor markers were 3.2 ng/mL
* November 20, my 7th CEA tumor markers were 2.7 ng/mL
* December 18, my 8th CEA tumor markers are 2.8 ng/mL

* January 22, my 9th CEA tumor markers are 3.1 ng/mL
This is a .3 INCREASE from last month, and puts me just above the normal range…

Dr. Khan has reassured me that this small increase is nothing to be concerned about, so I will TRY not to worry… Yah, right.

As always, I’m unsure, but this (CEA: The Test) continues to answer Some of my questions…

My Other Numbers as of January 22 2010 blood test results:

* CA-125: 12 U/mL (Reference @ 0-35)
a 2 point DECREASE – down from 14 U/mL from December’s draw… I am well within normal range.

* CA 15-3: 16 U/mL (Reference @ <32)
a 4 point DECREASE – down from from 20 U/mL from December’s draw; I’m well within the normal range.

* CA 27.29 (see CA15-3 above): 27 U/mL (Reference @ <38)
a 4 point DECREASE – down from 31 U/mL from November’s draw. This decrease makes me very happy!

The CA 27.29 test is used to monitor your:

  • Response to treatment
  • Status of your cancer
  • Possibility of early recurrence

With all the aches and pains I’ve been having
With all the stress and depression I’ve been fighting
I’ve been Very Very worried…
But these results help ease my mind.

Taking a breath
Relaxing
Destressing
Its all good…
It Will Be Good.

Visualizing my Dragons
My Warrior Dragons
Burning

Never Stopping.

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Sunday, October 25th, 2009

BOARDGAMING: October 2009 Party

I belong to a couple of social-oriented boardgame groups that meet monthly. Yesterday was the October Event, and since it’s October, the theme was – traditionally – Halloween!  Costumes and all! I LOVED IT!!

It was a “small” gathering, but Much Fun none-the-less! We had some Really cute costumes, however “medical” seemed to be the theme of the evening, with two Drs, one nurse and one patient! There was also a pair of Zombies (a bride and a groom) that had been run over by a car (with Tire Marks on their clothes!!), a Construction Worker, A Lobster, a Renaissance Wench, The Count from Sesame Street (who Continuously Counted *LOL*) and the Cat In The Hat – some Really CUTE costumes!  I found a cool T-Shirt at WalMart that depicted a version of the face from Munch’s “The Scream“.  It was orange and black - I wore it with purple stirrup pants and orange and black stripped socks… I also found some large black earrings that were shaped like the mouth of The Scream… Considering my current situation, I thought it was very appropriate  *LOL*

The Host & Hostess Zombies (Rob & Christine)

Bride & Groom Zombies, having been run over by a car!

Bride & Groom Zombies, having been run over by a car!

There was Lots of fun and ~~Spoooookey~~ foods too – Gorey Intestine Spaghetti, Roasted Witches Fingers, Putrid Pumpkin Pie with Bloody Mess topping, Graveyard Gore in Flayed Flesh cups, Gangrene pockets, Poisoned Apples with Pus dip, Ghastly Grins, Graveyard brownies, Kitty Litter cake, and assorted Spirits and Libations! Everything was Awesome! I hope I remembered everything!

Spending time and playing games with Friends allows me to “forget” about my situation, and enjoy some time just relaxing. It was Really Nice.

There were some ”light”  (Party) games played, and there were some “heavier” ones played too…

GAMES PLAYED
* 13 Dead End Drive
* 6 Nimmt
* Can’t Stop
* Dominion
* Guesstures
* Five Crowns
* Stone Age
* Werewolf

I love boardgaming… and – in this case – a glass (or two) of Halloween Grog! Yes indeed :-)

Was GREAT to spend some Quality time with Good Friends!!

Jack Skellington

Jack Skellington

Wanna see what’s out there these days?
Check out BoardGameGeek – it’s an Awesome site!!

Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009

Test Results – Tumor Markers #5

My PCP’s office just called with my lab results…

Last Friday (Sept 18 2009), I had the bloodwork drawn to track my tumor markers. It was draw #5. I’ve been having Very Good Results to-date…

So these are the results of the September 18 draw… this draw was for the monthly tests (most specifically my CEA Tumor Markers)…

On April 15, my baseline CEA tumor markers were 63.1 ng/mL (nanograms per milliliter).  This is High, as Norm is 0.0 – 3.0 ng/mL.  I honestly don’t know how high “really high” is, but – in my internet searching – I read one gal talk about the mid-200’s, so I guess my high is not That high, but It’s High To me.

On June 03, my 2nd draw CEA tumor markers were 35.9 ng/mL

On July 03, my 3rd draw CEA tumor markers were 12.8 ng/mL

On August 27, my 4th draw CEA turmor markers were 3.9 ng/mL

My CEA numbers from the September 18 draw are 3.3 ng/mL

3.3!!  Still going down and Almost Normal!!

Norm is 0.0 – 3.0 ng/mL; levels higher than 3 ng/mL are not considered normal, But I Am Getting Close!!

The numbers are still dropping and I can’t help but be excited!  I Still I wish I was confident with just how much this meant, but this (CEA: The Test) continues to answer Some of my questions…

Still hoping that this all means Something Good…

Please Please mean Something Good…

My Other Numbers as of Sept 18 2009 blood test results:

CA-1257 U/mL (Reference @ 0-35) – a 1 point INCREASE – up from 6 U/mL from August’s draw; 1 point is not much to fluctuate or to be a margin of error, so I’m not going to stress 1 point, since the August number was an 11 point drop from July’s draw.

CA 15-3: 17 U/mL (Reference @ <32) – a 1 point INCREASE – up from from 16 U/mL from August’s draw; again, I’m not going to stress 1 point since the August number was a 17 point drop from July’s draw.

CA 27.29 (see CA15-3 above): 19 U/mL (Reference @ <38) – a 9 point DECREASE – down from 28 U/mL from August’s draw!

I’m Really Pleased with the numbers!

This does NOT mean that the cancer is gone, but it DOES mean that I am responding to the treatment favorably!  And we are Hopeful that the next PET / CT scan will show as much progress as the previous PET / CT scan!

Still visualizing my Dragons with their Riders,
Still visualizing my Dragons burning the cancer,
Burning the tumor,
Burning each evil cell
Into ash.

Burning Each Evil Cell.

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Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

Roller Coaster

I’m Up
……….I’m Down
I’m Up
……….I’m Down
I’m Up…

Finally got an appointment with my PCP this afternoon, had a heart-to-heart with him and…

He wrote the reorders for my PAP meds!  For my Tarceva, Zolinza, Zometa and Xeloda!

I can breath a little easier for a while cuz I don’t have to worry about coming up with the extra $1,500 “Medication Maintenance” for Burzynski Clinic to write the reorders, instead I can focus on other things I need to deal with.

I’m no longer bent over the barrel

I’m Up

I know there’ll be more to come
but for now
for now
for right now…

I can enjoy the coast.

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Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

Vacation!

Labor Day weekend is coming up and I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to go down to Corpus to visit my Folks…

I got a Friend to check on the Pups all weekend

I’ll pick-up my 1/2 month of PB on Thursday

I’m riding to Corpus with Friends, Virginia & Dean on Friday, after work

Dean promises some Awesome Margaritas!!

Looking forward to a Nice Relaxing Fun Weekend!!!

Wooooooooo!!!

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Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009

Test Results – Tumor Markers #4

I COULDN’T WAIT TIL THIS EVENING TO POST THIS!!!

Last Friday, I had the bloodwork drawn to track my tumor markers.  It was draw #4.   I’ve been having Very Good Results…

I now have the results of the August 27 draw… this draw was for both the monthly tests (most specifically my CEA Tumor Markers) AND for the 3-month tests, which include my HER2 and EGFR Numbers…

On April 15, my baseline CEA tumor markers were 63.1 ng/mL (nanograms per milliliter)

On June 03, my 2nd draw CEA tumor markers were 35.9 ng/mL

On July 03, my 3rd draw CEA tumor markers were 12.8 ng/mL

My CEA numbers from the August 27 draw are 3.9 ng/mL

3-POINT-FREAKING-9!!!!!!

Norm is 0.0 – 3.0 ng/mL; levels higher than 3 ng/mL are not considered normal.

3.9 is Pretty Freaking Close To Normal!!

The numbers Just Keep Dropping!  I can’t help but be excited!!  Still I wish I was confident with just how much this meant, but this (CEA: The Test) has answered Some questions…

I’m Still hoping that this all means Something Good… Please mean Something Good…

My Other Numbers as of Aug 27 2009 blood test results:
CA-1256 U/mL (Reference @ 0-35) – an 11 point DECREASE – down from 15 U/mL from July’s draw
CA 15-3: 16 U/mL (Reference @ <32) – a 17 point DECREASE – down from 33 U/mL from July’s draw
CA 27.29 (see CA15-3 above): 28 U/mL (Reference @ <38) – a 12 point DECREASE – down from 40 U/mL from July’s draw

I’m thinking those numbers are looking Pretty Dang Good!

More Numbers from the tests I take every 3 months:
I’m not sure about what are good levels here, but this is what I’ve got…

EGFR (Epidermal Growth Factor Receptor)
From August 2009 draw – 39
From April 2009 draw – 86
A drop of 47

HER2 (Human Epidermal Growth Factor Receptor)
From April 2009 draw – 2.8
From August 2009 draw – 8.0
An increase of 5.2, is this good…?  I’m thinking an increase can’t be good… and such a large increase, more than double…? I DO know that I’m HER2 negative, and that’s a good thing to be.  But can you go from negative to positive…?  Would that increase be an indication?

Still vizualizing my Dragons with their light-saber wielding Riders!

Rich – I know that you’re a nurse…
Molli – you work for MD Anderson..
Either of y’all have any input / insight…?
PLEASE…?

What Is HER2, How Is It Tested, And Is It Tested On Invasive And Non-Invasive Breast Cancer?

Is your breast cancer HER2+? Further your understanding of HER2.

Read about HER2 and the importance of knowing the tumor’s HER2 status.

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Thursday, July 2nd, 2009

Hair Today, More Tomorrow

At least I’m HOPING so!

As I mentioned before, one thing “they” don’t tell you about chemo, is that you will – for the most part and cuz it looks and feels better – want to shave your head when you start to loose your hair.  At least I did.

I have actually enjoyed being bald, if it were not for the circumstances.  And I’m considering keeping my hair Very short for the time being, at least until this whole situation has some type of resolution..

I was told that chemo starts to “leave” my body after about 1 month, and I should start to “recover” after about 3 to 6 months.  My last chemo treatment was April 23, so I guess I’m lucky that my hair seems like it’s trying to come back “already”…

I have noticed that the hair under my arms has started to regrow, so I wanted to see just how well the hair on my head has recovered.

The last time I shaved my head was June 28…  and this is what I have so far…

Growing Hair Back - July 29 2009

My hair is growing back.

8 Photos

Growing Hair Back - July 2009

After a few days of not shaving... we seem to have good growth!

9 Photos

Growing Hair Back - June 30 2009

I stopped shaving my head on June 28, let's see what happens...

5 Photos

Misc Hair Regrowth Pictures

As time goes by, so grows my hair!

5 Photos

 

These can also be found (permanently) in:

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Sunday, June 28th, 2009

NEWS: PARP Inhibitors Working Against Inherited Cancers

More UNBELIEVEABLE Information!  This has been a Very Special Week in the War Against Cancer!!

I NEED to find out if this cancer I have is inherited.  I’m guessing that it is Very Possible, since Mom had the Same type of cancer 26yrs ago…

June 25th, 2009
PARP inhibitors working against inherited cancers
Posted by Dana Blankenhorn @ 6:29 am

If a genetic condition leads to cancer there is new hope in a class of drugs called PARP inhibitors.

Poly (ADP-Ribose) Polymerase (PARP) is a protein cells use to repair genetic injuries naturally. But cancer cells also use this protein to repair their own DNA damage. Inhibiting this action allows chemotherapy and radiation to do its job against cancers resulting from genetic mutation.

In a study causing much excitement in the cancer-fighting world (CBS called this the “holy grail” of cancer research, thus the French Taunter above) scientists at the Institute of Cancer Research in Sutton, England gave 19 patients with advanced cancers caused by mutations in the BRCA1 and BRCA2 genes a PARP inhibitor and over half saw their tumors shrink or stop growing.

The drug had no effect on 41 patients whose tumors were not the result of the genetic defect.

The big excitement is that PARP inhibitors can be designed against other forms of inherited cancer. They are already being tested against a form of breast cancer. And there are few side effects — you take a pill twice a day and may get some indigestion.

The new drug has the name olaparib. The full article is now in front of the New England Journal of Medicine firewall.

The Royal Marsden NHS Foundation Trust, which worked with the Netherlands Cancer Institute and drug maker KuDOS Pharmaceuticals, now owned by AstraZeneca, is a charitable group affiliated with that nation’s National Health Service. They would welcome your contribution.

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Sunday, June 28th, 2009

NEWS: New Drugs Could Transform Cancer Treatment

OMG, the implications of this study!!!  I can’t stop crying, can’t stop hoping…  THANKS to Vicki for sharing this info with me at the Baby Shower yesterday!!!

I’ve GOT to find out if/how I can qualify for clinical trials!!!

PARP inhibitors appear to destroy disease, small but stunning study shows
Commentary
By Robert Bazell
Chief science and health correspondent
NBC News
4:13 p.m. CT, Wed., June 24, 2009

Just-released research about a new class of drugs called “PARP inhibitors” is the most exciting development in cancer research in a decade or more. In just a few years it could save thousands of lives.

In the longer term, the drugs could represent a transformational approach to understanding and treating several forms of the disease.

All this enthusiasm is based on a small report published today (June 24) in the New England Journal of Medicine. It focuses on one clinical trial in its earliest stage in 60 patients with breast, ovarian and prostate cancer. Some — but not all — of the patients whose cancers seemed hopeless saw them shrink drastically or disappear. Many avoided the typical side effects — nausea, hair loss — associated with cancer treatment.

Of course, as with any good science, it is not just that one report that generates such excitement. The new research builds on many years of solid basic science and on other clinical trials that are either completed or in progress, which appear to show similarly dramatic reduction of certain breast, ovarian and prostate cancers.

The story of PARP inhibitors began in the early 1990s, when some scientists realized that breast cancer ran in certain families, and that some of the women in those families had an extraordinarily high — as much as a 90 percent lifetime risk — of getting the disease. There was a frantic and well-publicized hunt for the “breast cancer gene.” The hope was that finding the gene could provide crucial information about the cause of breast cancer and how to treat it.

BRCA1, BRCA2 raise risk for breast cancer
In September 1994, scientists from a company called Myriad Genetics and government researchers simultaneously won the race. It turned out there were two genes called BRCA1 and BRCA2. As they studied the genes, the researchers learned that they account for between 5 and 10 percent of all breast cancers, as well as a similar percentage of ovarian cancers and prostate cancers in men who are born with the mutated gene.

The immediate result of the gene discovery was that families and individuals at high risk could find out when they were affected. That continues to this day. But for those at risk, the treatment options are limited: surgical removal or close monitoring of the organs that might become cancerous.

What initially eluded the scientists was how BRCA1 and BRCA2 caused cancer. “We found the breast cancer gene, but we don’t know how it causes breast cancer,” one scientist famously quipped.

Years of hard work eventually revealed the mechanism. BRCA1 and BRCA2 produce proteins that repair mistakes in DNA that occur continually as cells in the body multiply normally. If a person is born with one defective of copy of one of the genes, the cells continue to grow but there is a far greater chance that an error will occur in the DNA that will cause cancer to arise.

ARP inhibitors kill cancer cells
The next big discovery came in 2005 when scientists found in lab experiments that they could make a drug, called a PARP inhibitor, that would interfere with the normal copy of the protein made from BRCA1 and BRCA2 genes. If cells have defective genes, when the drug is added, the DNA cannot be repaired at all. As a result, the cells die. And that is how PARP inhibitors kill cancer cells.

In experiments so far, the drugs have worked only in people with BRCA 1 and BRCA2 mutations resulting in breast, ovarian and prostate cancers. But there is evidence they may work in people without the mutations — particularly in cases of ovarian cancer for which better treatments are desperately needed.

The story of the PARP inhibitors is fine example of how research can move from the laboratory bench to the bedside, and it also shows how long and difficult journey can be.

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Saturday, June 27th, 2009

Baby Shower – Raquel & Neil, June 27 2009

Today was a rare day – something non-cancer related – YAY!

Today was a Baby Shower for Dear Friends, Raquel & Neil who are welcoming their first – a Baby Girl.  (Raquel is from Brazil, and her name is pronounced “Ha-Kell”, and Neil is, well – Neil  *LOL*)

To say that her pregnancy was a surprise is putting it mildly.  They are mid/late-30’s and as long as I have known them (about 5 years) they have maintained that they did not want children.  Actually, I personally believe that it was more Raquel, cuz I always thought I could see in Neil’s eyes that he would love a child, but he loved Raquel more and knew that was how she felt.

I know Raquel is concerned about the type of parent she will make, especially cuz she thinks she will be too strict.  But, as I told her, children need the structure, they need the boundaries and the limits – otherwise you end up with what you see so many children have become these days – pain in the butt, spoiled brats that you don’t want to have around.  That Little Girl will have Neil Wrapped Around Her Finger, so Raquel will be the one to keep them both in line  *LOL*  She Will Be Fine.

It’s been a difficult pregnancy for Raquel, she’s been ill most of the time.  But, with their dispositions, this baby cannot be any less than a Beautiful person and a Beautiful child.  Raquel & Neil will make WONDERFUL Parents.

Anyway… the purpose of the post…

The Baby Shower was held at the home of R&N’s next-door neighbors, and Dear Friends, Vicki & Steve.  It is a Lovely home and is Great for entertaining!  Vicki & Steve both have grown children, and they are looking forward to a baby to cuddle and spoil right next door.  Plus they love R&N, so that makes it even better!

The Party was LOVELY.  I was worried – like many Baby Showers that I have been too – that there would be an abundance of sweets and no food of substance.  Since I am on a somewhat “restricted” diet which stresses no refined or artificial sugars, a menu of all sweets is pretty tough for me.  So, just in case, I brought some fruit and veggies for me to munch on.

Was I Ever Surprised to see that, along with one small chocolate (torture for me!) cake, and some brownies (more torture!), the majority of the food was Brazilian appetizers!  And I Love Brazilian Food!

There were coxinha (“little drumsticks” – soft, fried dumplings filled with savory, shredded chicken and covered with a soft, delectable pastry coated in fine breadcrumbs), pão de queijo (small, cheese-flavored rolls), shrimp, chicken and beef empanadas and empadinhas (a folded dough or bread patty around a flavorful  stuffing – one was a cornmeal dough, the other was a flaky pastry dough ), and shrimp and chicken empadinhas (small tarts).  The food was Wonderful and the Mimosas were Yummy!

And the Party was FABULOUS!  Vicki & Steve are Fantastic Hosts, and co-hosts Ellen & Martin were Just As Gracious!  A Lovely Baby Shower for a somewhat “older” crowd”.  The decorations were tasteful and somewhat low key, but still prevalent – there was no doubt it was a baby shower.  The games were FunFunFun – with prizes like sets of travel candles and bottles of champagne!

Games We Played:
* TP Belly – guess how much TP would go around Raquel’s belly once!
* Purse Weigh – (non-traditional Baby Shower game!) weigh all the Ladies’ purses and the Heaviest won!
* M&Ms in The Bottle – guess how many M&Ms were in the BIG Baby Bottle (M&Ms were pastel pink and purple and had “Raquel” printed on them)!
* Messy Diapers – 4 diapers with messes in them… guess which CHOCOLATE BAR was each mess (totally melted and smushed Almond Joy, Reese’s, Rollos, Musketeers – Very Authentic Looking, but Yummy Smelling  *LOL*)!

I had a Wonderful time, it was a Lovely day, and I took a BUNCH of photos!

CONGRATULATIONS TO RAQUEL & NEIL!!!

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