Coping Category

Thursday, December 17th, 2009

Unemployment Accepted – for now…

Got a letter today, from Texas Workforce Commission, which indicates that I am “approved” for unemployment benefits.

Perhaps I can take a breather for a bit…?

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Tuesday, December 15th, 2009

Puff Girlie

My hair is growing back pretty well.
It’s thick
and curly
and puffy

not like it was before
straight

I look like I stuck my thumb in my mouth
and blew
and my hair popped out
like a big dandelion puff

maybe someone will walk up
and blow
and puff all my chemo hair
away

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Sunday, December 13th, 2009

BOARDGAMING: December 2009 Party

It was a really nice Party. Was Great to spend time with my Friends and forget about my battle for a little bit.

“Gamesters” is the social-based boardgaming group that my Best Friend, Carol, and I started back in 2002 – as a response to the male-oriented gaming groups available at that time. Since then, boardgaming groups have become more common, and there are more options for the Ladies, Couples and Families. However, We Were the First In Houston to address those special needs! We have also held a monthly gaming event – a themed party with boardgaming. Some past themes include BBQ, Pizza Night, Mediterranean Night (complete with togas!), Foods You Love (for Valentine’s), Scary Foods (for Halloween, along with costumes!), Hawaiian Luau (Island Foods and Hawaiian garb), Mexican, Italian, Chinese… I could go on and on! The party theme is the choice of the Host, who supplies the main dish, and attendees bring complementing dishes. We have had some very fun themes picked over the years!

The December Party is our traditional Christmas / Holiday Party. It is (traditionally) held by Carol and Family. (Traditionally) the menu is “Breakfast for Dinner”, which means a menu of Breakfast items, and the requested attire is (traditionally) Family-Friendly PJs. I kinda followed my Halloween costume design, but instead of being a Deviled Egg, my outfit was the Spirit of Christmas Present. Yep, still trying to find that Spirit in me this year, and if I can’t find it naturally I am putting it on anyway.

Spirit of Christmas Present 2009

Spirit of Christmas Present 2009

GAMESTERS DECEMBER 2009 PARTY – Recap
* Saturday Dec 12, 2009
* 6:00pm – 1:00am+
* Hosted by Carol & Mike @ Missouri City (S Houston)
* Theme “Breakfast for Dinner Theme”; Menu of Breakfast Foods

The December 2009 Party was Hosted by Carol & Mike at their home in Missouri City (S Houston). Carol got to show off the house’s new floor and interior paint job – Looked good! Carol & Mike throw a Good party and we sure appreciate them opening their home to us!

ATTENDEES
* Carol & Mike B and Zach (15yrs) (HOSTING)
* Amber & Joe H, and Brandi (15yrs)
* Christy & Bill
* Crystal & Sam
* Denise D
* Donna (sans Mike, who was running a game at the MAG-Con)
* Joseph C
* Noreen & Ken

GAMES PLAYED
* Can’t Stop
* Gemlok
* Ingenious
* Mammoth Hunters
* Mancala
* Pickomino
* Power Grid
* Qwirkle Cubes
* Slamwich
* Stone Age
* Vegas Showdown

It had been awhile since I had played Vegas Showdown and I was Really Happy to get in That game cuz I do enjoy it!

ANNUAL GIFT SWAP & STEAL GAME
The Annual “Gift Swap & Steal” Game was a Lot of Fun! This year was better than last, and last year better than before, and so on! There were some Really Cool games gifted. There was a good bit of stealing going on due to the variety of cool games available. There was also the introduction of a new rule – Santa’s Bag of Coal, which allowed the Holder to steal ANY of the unwrapped or wrapped gifts at the end of the game OR to chose the “Mystery Gift” at the bottom of “Santa’s Bag”. An Interesting Twist – Par-Taaaay!

GIFT SWAP & STEAL GAMES AND WHO GOT THEM:
* Amber – Barista
* Bill – The Denbury Resources Oil Game
* Brandi – (2): Sleeping Queens; Sticheln
* Carol – Poison
* Christy – Cir*Kis
* Crystal – Gemlok
* Denise D – Zobmondo!! Would You Rather…
* Joe H – Citadels
* Joseph – Mammoth Hunters (and Santa’s Bag of Coal)
* Mike B – Beat The Experts
* Sam – Fresh Fish
* Zach – League of Pirates

MEAL – “Breakfast for Dinner”, menu of Breakfast Foods
* Sausage Egg Soufflé
* Sausage and Cheese mini quiche
* Lorraine mini quiche
* Scrambled eggs
* Sausage patties
* Pigs in the Blanket
* Grits
* Fruit Salsa and homemade cinnamon sugar tortilla chips
* Fruit Salad
* Fruit tray
* Mini cinnamon waffles w/dip
* PB&J Waffle sandwiches
* Sweet Rolls
* Croissants with Fresh Fruit jams
* Orange Juice
* Coffee with assorted flavored creamers, eggnog and half & half
* Mimosas (orange juice and champagne)
* Bottled water

Good Friends, Good Games and Good Food –a Perfect Combination for socializing and game play! The end of the evening was used to help pick up and clean up and for more socializing… I looked at the clock as we were driving away and I saw 3:15AM! Once again up late gaming! Was So Happy to share the ride home with Donna!

As always, A Lot of Fun was had by all! It was Very Good to see everyone, and we missed those who weren’t able to join us! Lookin forward to our next Monthly Party – specifics to be announced when determined.

Happy Holidays to Everyone!

GAME ON!!

Wanna see what’s out there these days for games?
Check out BoardGameGeek – it’s an Awesome site!!

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Friday, December 11th, 2009

Spiritless

I have no Christmas Spirit.
I just don’t care.

My last few years have been such a roller coaster…
* Reconnecting with Mr. Sack in mid 2007
* Planning for a new life in a new city with the man I had held in my heart for over 30 yrs.
* Found the lump Feb 2008
* March 2008, after numerous reassurances that my weight was not an issue, even though I had lost 40lbs, Mr. Sack decided that I was fatter than he remembered, but he would “try and work through it”.
* Thinking I was fighting a “staph infection” for 8+ months with a plethora of antibiotics.
* The accidental loss of my beloved cat, Hardy, in Nov 2008 to a dog I had rescued several months earlier.
* Having to put Cole down because he had killed Hardy and I couldn’t find anyone to take him and I couldn’t keep him any longer.
* Diagnosed with cancer late Feb 2009.
* Dumped by Mr. Sack late April 2009.
* The discovery that several people whom I thought were Friends were not.
* Reconnecting with old Friends and finding strength in them.
* Loosing a job that I enjoyed, with a group of people who provided me with great spiritual and emotional strength and reassurance, which I truly truly appreciated.

Not to mentioned the numerous other “small” yet aggravating things that have continuously beaten me down.

All the time I am fighting this fight.

I just have no spirit left.
None.

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Wednesday, December 9th, 2009

Walking Wounded

Second week without my job
Second week
I feel so deflated
I’m trying to “get going”
but I am so very tired of being knocked down and getting back up
Over and over
and over
again

can’t I just stay down?

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Monday, December 7th, 2009

Second Week…

So starts my second week of unemployment…

I miss the camaraderie
I miss the emotional support
I miss the spiritual support

Being laid off sucks
Being laid off for no good reason sucks
Still sucks.

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Sunday, December 6th, 2009

BOARDGAMING: Yet Again

Again
Today I passed time boardgaming with friends
It brings me Joy
Pleasure
Lets me forget my situation…
For a short time…

Some boardgames, some friends, some wine…
Life can still be good
:-)

GAMES PLAYED
* Cable Car
* Cinq-O Dice
* Dominion: Seaside
* Finca
* Glory to Rome
* Guillotine (several times)
* Magic Labyrinth (3 times)
* Magician’s Night
* Mumie
* Power Grid – Factory Manager
* Risk ‘n’Roll 2000 (2 times)
* Ubongo
* We Didn’t Playtest This At All

Wanna see what’s out there these days?

Check out BoardGameGeek – it’s an Awesome site!!

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Saturday, December 5th, 2009

Splitting Hairs and Walking on Eggshells

Only its not hairs that are splitting,
it’s now the skin on my feet that is splitting.
The past 3 weeks it was my fingers – spits on my fingertips and along my cuticles that made it necessary to wear band-aids and finger cots to protect my fingers.

Now it is my feet.
Especially my heels
Painful splits

Until now, it seemed that I might be able to “dodge” the Hand-Foot Syndrome that is one of the side effects of the Xeloda that I’m taking.

I’m slathering my feet with cream and aloe gel and then sleeping with socks over all that.
Offering some relief, but still is painful.

I’m literally walking on eggshells.
At least it Feels like it.

Painfully painfully so…

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Friday, December 4th, 2009

Surviving

Life I’m living still sucks.
Geez I am just Pathetic right now.
Its Frustrating for me, but I realize that its to be expected, given everything I’m going through.
Just gotta Hang On through this “Rough Patch”.

Rough patch… *LOL*

Anyway…

I’m a Big Reality Show Junkie.
My guilty pleasure…
And my Favorite Reality Show, Survivor, was on last night.
I Love it!

John got voted off… what a Blindside! This season is proving itself to be interesting…

I have to be careful though, not to descend into a life of TV and computer games. It would be too easy to try and escape that way…

So I have to remember to pick myself up.
Remember that I am Surviving.

All around, I am Surviving.

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Thursday, December 3rd, 2009

Sinking

I slept until 11:13 this morning.
I can’t let this keep happening.

Better get the wah-wah-wah out of me by this week.
This week is it.

I don’t know if I can handle any more depression.

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