Last night and into this morning
I awoke
several times,
with such a sense of deep
and extreme
sadness
emptiness
loneliness
Such an aching
to my heart
to my soul
so overpowering
I reached out
for comfort
and found
no one
as usual.
Last night and into this morning
I awoke
several times,
with such a sense of deep
and extreme
sadness
emptiness
loneliness
Such an aching
to my heart
to my soul
so overpowering
I reached out
for comfort
and found
no one
as usual.
Had another nightmare, yesterday after the infusion. I took a nap when we came home and woke from the terror.
The last one was about sharks, this one was about a Tyrannosaurus Rex.
I was with people, but no one who I am familiar with…
We were hiding within a home that I am not familiar of
while a T-Rex lumbered outside
…hunting
I remember seeing the eye
peering in the window
of the second floor
as we were
…terrified
pressed against the wall
…immobile
trying not to be seen
hoping our scent
was not caught.
Last night I awoke numerous times with night terrors.
I have no memories, except the last one.
I dreamed of a dolphin
Pursued by sharks
There was a wound on the left side
Of the dolphin
Bloodied, with flesh exposed
The wound was not severe
But the battle for life was
The instinct that flight was
Imperative for
Survival
I awoke with
Heart racing
Adrenaline pumping
Terror coursing
Through my body
Alone
In the dark
I hope the dolphin survived…
Tags: nightmares
Last night I dreamt that I had hairy legs – hairier than I have ever had in my life.
I remember looking down in surprise and thinking – “I’m Cured!!!!!”
What a dream…
Tags: hairy legs