Second week without my job
Second week
I feel so deflated
I’m trying to “get going”
but I am so very tired of being knocked down and getting back up
Over and over
and over
again
can’t I just stay down?
Tags: job, unemployment
- Total Donations$11761 USD
- Total Anonymous DonationsAs-of Dec 2009 = $3,198.00
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2010 (35)
- January (35)
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- Test Results – Tumor Markers #9
- PASSED: Pernell Roberts (pancreatic cancer)
- PASSED: Jennifer Lyon (breast cancer)
- eBAY: Mission Accomplished!
- PASSED: Robert Mosbacher (pancreatic cancer)
- Lessening
- Side Effects?
- Rescheduling - Zometa infusion 8
- Fickle Computer
- A Precarious Situation...?
- The Curves Movement
- More Aches and Pains
- UPDATE: Dad - Carotid Stenosis
- Curvey
- Unable
- BURZYNSKI Article: Life Extension Magazine. May 2004
- Aches and Pains
- List Update
- BOARDGAMING: Jan 10 2010
- Weather
- Calcium vs cancer
- It Does a Body No Good...
- Breast Pain
- Xeloda - Fluxxed Again
- Dad's Health: Carotid Stenosis
- Weighty Issue
- PASSED: Shawn Felty (colon cancer)
- Rebounding
- Falling
- It Does A Body Good
- Lip Service
- BOARDGAMING: Jan 03 2009
- The List
- The Mask
- Welcome 2010...
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- 2009 (360)
- December (37)
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- New Year's Eve 2009
- UPDATE #5: Its Your Health Radio Interview
- Radio Interview, Its Your Health - Done!
- UPDATE #4: Radio Interview – Its Your Health
- Bath Water
- Flipping the Switch
- Merry Christmas 2009
- Christmas Eve 2009
- UPDATE #3: Radio Interview – Its Your Health
- Test Results – Tumor Markers #8
- UPDATE #2: Radio Interview – Its Your Health
- Holiday Spiritless
- Christmas Party - Burzynski Clinic
- UPDATE: Radio Interview - Its Your Health
- Radio Interview - Its Your Health
- Bah Humbug
- Puppy Girls
- More on The Pups and Christmas
- Zometa Infusion #7
- Unemployment Accepted - for now...
- Xeloda Resolved
- Prayers for Dad's Recovery
- Puff Girlie
- Week 3
- BOARDGAMING: December 2009 Party
- Party Time
- Spiritless
- Puppy Feet
- Walking Wounded
- The Biggest Loser
- Second Week...
- BOARDGAMING: Yet Again
- Splitting Hairs and Walking on Eggshells
- Surviving
- Sinking
- Bogged Down
- The Unemployed
- November (34)
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- Last Day
- Home Again
- Saleing
- Bayside in Corpus
- Happy ThanksGiving
- PET Scan #4 Nov 2009 – Results
- Test Results – Tumor Markers #7
- Countdown
- Listing
- Happy Birthday Mr. Sack
- Stun Gunned
- Job Nazi
- Zometa Infusion #6 Today
- PET/CT Scan #4 – Done
- Heady Presumptions
- Just in Case
- What Is Cancer? An Alternative View.
- Antineoplastons
- Warriors In Battle
- Push Me Pull Me...
- Fakers
- Guilt by Association
- UPDATE: An Interview… a job…
- A Sore Subject.
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge – November 2009
- BOARDGAMING: Some More
- RECAP: Fall 2009 Plant Swap
- Steroids
- Healing from the Inside Out - A Seminar
- Gaseous
- The Truth Is... Deal With It.
- An Interview... a job...
- Recapping the Side Effects
- Halloween makes for a Deviled Egg!
- October (36)
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- Rotten Eggs and Poisoned Apples for Halloween - Yum!
- A Hug Won't Fix It, But It Sure Can Help.
- Help for a friend- Lone*Star Speed Zone
- Gamer Geek Blog Reader
- Chemo Port Update (from accident)
- Pink Rig - Rogue Pressure Services
- BOARDGAMING: October 2009 Party
- Personal Business
- In Good Hands?
- Accidently On Purpose
- Somers / Burzynski Interview on Larry King Live CNN
- Stand By Me
- Test Results – Tumor Markers #6
- Sara Sullivan Donations
- Awaking of Sadness
- Abnormally Abnormal Aches and Pain
- Terror of T-Rex
- Zometa Infusion #5
- Zometa Infusion #5 Today
- Pink Overload?
- Spank Me Here Wreckies
- PASSED: Ryan Alexander Brune (pediatric brain cancer)
- Swimming With The Sharks...
- Halloween Shopping
- BOARDGAMING: More
- PASSED: Rusty Wier (cancer)
- Nitric Oxide and Dr. Louis Ignarro
- Golden Years
- More Breast Cancer Awareness
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge – October 2009
- The Waiting Game
- BOARDGAMING: Again
- Fundraiser Update
- Susan G. Komen Race 2009 - Houston
- Fundraiser Update...
- October - Breast Cancer Awareness Month
- September (37)
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- Old Dog, Old Tricks
- Fundraising Update...
- Painful Reminder
- Fundraiser Update...
- Update...
- PASSED: Sara Sullivan (complications from breast cancer and childbirth)
- Fundraiser Update
- PASSED: Turner Stephen Bruton (throat cancer)
- Test Results - Tumor Markers #5
- Crabby Cranky and Totally Humbled
- Back on Xeloda Again
- Attention Madame Speaker
- Zometa Infusion #4
- Zometa Infusion Today
- PASSED: Henry Gibson (cancer)
- PASSED: Mary Travers (leukemia)
- Chain Gang
- Seedless
- PASSED: Patrick Swayze (pancreatic cancer)
- Aminocare A10 and Antineoplaston Therapy
- HER2 is Ticking
- Loosing My Mind
- Understanding Tumor Markers
- The Genes of Cancer
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge – September 2009
- Roller Coaster
- Tarceva Rash
- No Surprise
- Stress Me Out.
- Bending Over The Barrel
- Don't Tell Me
- Back on PB - for now
- Juggling
- Texas Health and Human Resources
- Vacation!
- Test Results - Tumor Markers #4
- Compromise...
- August (38)
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- Stalled
- The Business of Cancer
- The Ups and Downs of Xeloda PAP
- Fundraiser - A Little (Info) Help From My Friends...
- August 2009 Bloodwork
- Hair - August 26
- Mustard Seed Necklace
- PASSED: Ted Kennedy (brain cancer)
- September Meds
- Antineoplaston Therapy
- Hi Ho Hi Ho...
- It Just Can't Be So...
- Hair - August 18
- Update on Bloodwork...
- Oh, Momma Mia
- PASSED: Fabian Burke-Georgiou (diffuse pontine glioma / brain cancer)
- Tumor Markers #4 - Where O Where...?
- Xeloda - Week On
- Exhaustion
- Reaction - Zometa #3
- RESULTS! PET/CT #3 & Bone #1
- Zometa Infusion #3
- ARTICLE: Drug Compound Kills Breast Cancer Stem Cells
- The New Phone Books Are Here! The New Phone Books Are Here!
- Alone Again, Naturally
- Bone Scan #1 - Done
- PET/CT Scan #3 - Done
- Mustard Seed Necklace
- Tired of Cancer
- What a Way To Go...
- PET/CT Scan #3 and Bone Scan #1
- Heat and Light To The Rescue?
- A Mustard Seed
- Hair News
- One Day...
- Hair - Growing Back!
- Two by Two.
- The Price of War?
- July (40)
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- Reflections...
- Fight for Fabian
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge - August 2009
- Glutamine and Sodium Phenylbutrate
- Changes in Meds - Xeloda
- Dealing with Wonky Drug Reactions
- Kingwood Underground - Thank You.
- Sheryl - Kingwood Underground
- Tagline
- Green Tea - Fighting Cancer
- Vitamins C & D - Fighting Cancer
- More Info on Sodium Phenylbutrate (aka PB)
- BOARDGAMING: BoardGameGeek - Thank You.
- Xeloda - On Again
- BOARDGAMING: BoardGameGeek and GeekList
- Social Security Fiasco
- Heartache...
- Mouth Sores - July 2009
- Acne
- Tongue Sores
- The Velveteen Rabbit
- Mama Mia!
- Finger and Toe Nails
- Lil Xeloda Vacation
- BOARDGAMING: Boardgaming
- Skin Rash
- Toasted
- Xeloda PAP Support
- Fundraisers
- Tumor Markers #3
- In The Grasp of Diarrhea
- Reactions
- Zometa Infusion #2 - Reaction Timed Out
- Miss Ivana
- Zometa Infusion - Reaction Countdown?
- Congratulations, It's An Infusion!
- The Honorable Profession of Nursing
- Hair Today, More Tomorrow
- Kingwood Underground - Thank You.
- Houston, We Have Infusion... kinda, maybe, hopefuly
- June (30)
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- Houston, We Have Infusion!
- This Week In cancer
- PASSED: Fred Travalena (lymphoma)
- Comments
- PASSED: Dr. Jerri Nielsen FitzGerald (recurring breast cancer)
- NEWS: PARP Inhibitors Working Against Inherited Cancers
- NEWS: New Drugs Could Transform Cancer Treatment
- Bob & Sofia - Melanoma Patient at Burzynski Clinic
- Baby Shower - Raquel & Neil, June 27 2009
- Hairy Legs
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge - July 2009
- Off On A Hunt - Finding An Infusion Center
- Farrah Fawcett on ABC 20/20
- PASSED: Farrah Fawcett (anal cancer)
- CUT ME SOME SLACK.
- Burzynski Clinic - Even More Charges.
- Aches and Pains
- Happy Father's Day, Dad...
- Side Effects - Diarrhea, Itching, Pimply Rash, Dryness and Hand-Foot
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge - June 2009
- Burzynski Clinic - More Charges.
- Zometa - Financial Assistance Finally Granted!
- Financial Assistance Stresses
- Phyllis - Breast Cancer Patient at Burzynski Clinic
- Xeloda - Financial Assistance Finally Granted!
- Tarceva - Financial Assistance Granted!
- Zolinza - Financial Assistance Granted!
- Zometa - Financial Assistance Denied
- Xeloda - Financial Assistance Denied
- Tumor Markers #2
- May (38)
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- Surprise Attacks
- Burzynski Clinic Monthly Charge – May 2009
- Changes
- How Dry I Am
- Nightime Pain
- Drug Financial Assistance - Off And Running
- Relief from Hand-Foot
- The Cancer Diet
- AminoCare - A Division of Burzynski
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza, Xeloda
- Financial Assistance - Drugs
- Chemo Treatment Photos
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza, Xeloda
- Zometa, You Are a Cruel Mistress
- Hair-y Photos
- Zometa - Again
- Zometa
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza, Xeloda
- Spaghetti Dinner Fundraiser Event (Recap) - May 16 2009
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza, Xeloda
- Spaghetti Dinner Fundraiser Event - May 16 2009
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza, Xeloda
- Spaghetti Dinner Fundraiser Event - May 16 2009
- Xeloda
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva, Zolinza
- Zolinza
- Reactions - PB, Tarceva
- Tarceva
- Reactions - Sodium Phenylbutrate (aka PB)
- Sodium Phenylbutrate (aka PB)
- Bob & Sofia - Melanoma Patient at Burzynski Clinic
- Burzynski Officially
- Adding Insult to Injury...
- Happy Mother's Day, Mom...
- RECAP: Spring 2009 Plant Swap
- Nutritionist - Burzynski Clinic
- RECAP: American Cancer Society - Relay for Life
- American Cancer Society - Relay for Life
- April (35)
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- Consultation - Dr Salloum
- Dragons
- Still Ill...
- More News - Dr. Salloum, Christus Spohn Cancer Center
- Good News!
- Darkened Nailbeds :-(
- Hairless and Bareness
- Chemo Phase I, #4 - April 23 2009
- Chemo Today
- One Less Stress
- Getting The Word Out!
- Please Donate To A Good Cause - Team Denise!
- Painful Reminders
- AngerdespairterrorAnger
- PET Scan #2 - Results
- Tumor Markers - Baseline
- PET Scan #2 - April 16 2009
- Burzynski Clinic - Appointment
- Team Denise - Donations
- Chemo Follow-up #2 - Dr. Casimir
- Easter
- Chemo Phase I, #3 - April 09 2009
- Happy Birthday
- I'll Take Some Spice With That Chemo
- Control
- Seeing Dragons
- Eyelashes
- Dr. Burzynski and Burzynski Clinic
- Burzynski Clinic
- Shaving
- Being Bald Now
- Burzynski Clinic
- Can You Smell That Smell...?
- Total Shave
- Mohawk at Work
- March (35)
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- Mohawk
- Dr Stanislaw Burzynski
- Buzz Cut
- First Large Bald Spot
- Serpent of Chaos
- Chemo Phase I, #2 - March 26 2009
- ER Visit
- Toxic Releases
- Fretmen MIA
- Chemo Tomorrow
- In The Pinks
- Chatty Port-a-cathy
- My Folks
- Haircut - Short Bob Touch-up
- Haircut - Short Bob
- ACT Program - Emend
- Needle Aspiration Biopsy - July 18 2008
- Mastectomy
- Chemo Follow-up #1 - Dr. Casimir
- No Honor
- PET Scan - Results
- Chemo Phase I, #1 - March 11 2009
- First Chemo - March 11 2009
- Neulasta and the Safety Net
- Port-a-Cath
- PET Scan - March 10 2009
- Being Fine
- Riptide
- Fretmen - Visualization
- BSGI Test - Results
- Kurt Jones, Financial SOB
- BSGI Test - March 05 2009
- Chemo Learning Class
- Diagnosis
- Its Bad
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