It gets harder each time. Harder and Harder
Longer to recover.
My body aches,my muscles, my bones, my head. The dizziness, round and round…
Harder to drag myself out of bed.
Out of bed, where I want to stay.
To sleep
Forever
It would be so easy to give up
After everything that’s happened this past week
But I can’t.
I won’t.
I will not.
The anti-nausea meds keep the vomiting at bay, but not the feeling of nauseousness… not the reaction of my body to attempt to rid itself of this evil fluid. The natural reaction.
The damage this poisoning is doing will be with me for years…
Tags: Adriamycin, Chemo Infusions, Cytoxan, nausea
