Being Fine

Had the port implanted this morning… still nauseous, still hurting.

Still remembering Dr. Keller’s words…

“Chemotherapy, Mastectomy, Radiation – you’ll be fine.”

I’ll be fine…

Fine?

WTF?

I will Not “be fine”.

I’m gonna have to go through chemotherapy, have a mastectomy and endure radiation.

Poisoned, mutilated and cooked.

This should NOT have happened.

I’m mad and I’m scared.

I Will NOT Be “Fine” for a Long Time.

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Mastectomy | Team Denise! says:

June 20, 2009 at 12:06 pm

[...] This should not have happened. I went to the Dr, then went to a specialist – I put my well being in his hands. This happened on His Watch. And he says I’ll “Be Fine“. [...]